Donna, I have lost my soul kitty before, and felt the anguish that went along with losing her, but I can't say that I know how you feel, we all have different feelings about these situations. I just know that you are hurting an awful lot right now. I hope and pray that the pain goes away. Just know that you are in my prayers and thoughts.

I did not know this until I read in your Birthday thread that something bad had happened, so instead of reading on I come straight here. Sending hugs and good thoughts.

((((HUGS))))

Willie