I know exactly how you're feeling. No matter how much you prepare, no matter how long you've known it was coming, it's always a hard decision filled with tears and a sad heavy heart even when you know it's the right thing to do and the right time to do it.

You've given Ash alot of love and caring that he would have never gotten if it had not been for you taking him in. He knows that an appreciates it I'm sure.

I'm sure my Dusty will be there to welcome him to the Bridge, along with alot of other PT pets, so he'll have good company until you see him again.

My thoughts are with you.