Where I'm at now...something positive

[Queen of Poop]

I've got my list more or less done. I'm giving it a rest and will review it tomorrow for delivery to my lawyer Tuesday. I worked out with my personal trainer yesterday, felt really good to slam a medicine ball into the floor. Went to hot yoga this morning for 90 minutes, wow, it was great but HOT!!! I'm still pretty angry when I think about it, but I'm also very teary yesterday and today. My birthday is tomorrow and this one's just going to suck. Tuesday will be a month since Sasha died and that's weighing heavily on me too.

[Daisy and Delilah]

Hang in there ladies!! You can do this!!!
{{{{{GAYLE AND ROSE}}}}}

[Queen of Poop]

Got my name off the phone in his house. Got my new phone number and a great deal from the phone company. The day is starting off well.

[Catty1]

WOOHOO!

Will (hopefully) be back home in a couple of days, and hope I can catch up with you then.

Are you eating, young lady?

Rose - are you eating too?

You each just lost over 100 lbs in nasty fat - and I don't mean your figures!

At some point, go back to your first posts and see how far you have come!

[RICHARD]

My birthday is tomorrow and this one's just going to suck.

NASA is going to shoot off a giant candle on your birthday and you are sad?

[Queen of Poop]

NASA is going to shoot off a giant candle on your birthday and you are sad?

Actually it's going way better than I had thought.

[rosethecopycat]

NASA is going to shoot off a giant candle on your birthday and you are sad?

I saw Gayle's candle from my house today.

[Queen of Poop]

I saw Gayle's candle from my house today.

Seriously??? That is so cool.

How are you doing Rose?

I'm still having a good day, kind of scary.

Lawyers tomorrow - yikes!

[Daisy and Delilah]

I saw Gayle's candle from my house today.

I did too, Rose. It was awesome wasn't it? I hope you ladies are both having a fabulous day!!

[rosethecopycat]

Best of Luck with the lawyer today, Gayle.
We'll be thinking of you.

I'm not having any 'fabulous' days, just trying to get through one at a time.
Still not sleeping, still crying randomly, no appetite, and it doesn't seem to get any better.
What is the turning point that I am missing?

[Queen of Poop]

Best of Luck with the lawyer today, Gayle.
We'll be thinking of you.

I'm not having any 'fabulous' days, just trying to get through one at a time.
Still not sleeping, still crying randomly, no appetite, and it doesn't seem to get any better.
What is the turning point that I am missing?

Thanks, pretty stressed today. Really dislike having to do all this lawyer stuff. I just want to curl up in a corner and wait for it all to go away sometimes. But I know I have to get it done so I can finally be free of him and his influence.

I think time and actually having everything over and done with will be the turning point for us. I'm still not sleeping, still crying randomly and still have no appetite. Some days are better and there are getting to be more of those than the bad days. But the bad days are still pretty bad. But for different reasons now. I don't miss him, or his kids. I do miss Chance and worry like crazy about that dog.

[Queen of Poop]

I'm in a funk and just want to curl up in a corner and wait for it all to blow over. I wish this was a bad dream and I could wake up in my own bed. I know it's not but this is a hard day and I'm struggling right now.