Nope, not crazy. I myself am in the same boat. I have a choice to buy the $50 bag of cat food Pouncer needs, or pay for the dental work I need. Soooo.... my tooth hurts, but I can tolerate it til things get better (I went ot the dentist today for a temporary filling... hoping it'll last til I can get money!)

You don't want to hear what my brother said about Pouncer's surgery a couple years ago. I don't ask him how he spends money, so why does he ask me? The only way he could tell me how to spend money is when he's giving it to me. If nobody in your family is supporting you, then they sholdn't be concerned how you're spending what little you do have.