No - you're not crazy, and I would do the same thing if I was in your position.

However, you can feed yourself too. Please check out angelfoodministries.com. There's no income requirements - anyone can participate - and it could help you out during this difficult time you're going thru. Hopefully things will start to look up for you soon, but in the meantime, there's no need for you to go hungry.

Keep us posted - and good luck to you and your little furkid.