Isn't it amazing how these wonderful little creatures get in our hearts and just trample all over them? A lot of people just don't understand how we can get so attached to them.

It sounds to me like you would do better to bring Buddy home and just keep him there.. He has won your heart, it belongs to him and I don't see there is much you can do about it... except, accept it and go get him!

(This is WHY I don't foster, it is to hard to give them up, I cry everytime and my heart aches)