Hi again everyone... Thanks for all the wonderful responses, for visiting and signing my guestbook and most of all; thanks for being there. I truly and honestly appreciate that. Thank you all...

I visited my grandma yesterday, for the first day since my grandpa passed away. And boy was it hard... Everywhere there was memories and I was just expecting to see my grandpa popping in to sit in his chair and everything... I helped my grandma set the table for coffee as usual and I set out one cup too many and it was just awful... My dad had told my grandma bout how I felt bad about not being with him when he passed away and my grandma said that both she and my grandpa wanted me to remember him the way he was when he was healthy and not the way he was for the last part of his life and I just went to the bathroom and cried my eyes out... I have a major problem with crying in front of people so that's why I did it. Tomorrow, on Sunday, I'm going to church at 11 in the morning cause they always says everyone's names that has passed away the last week in our town and they will say my grandpa's name... I hope I won't break down again. And then Thursday... I just want it over with. I've been to one funeral before, my greatgrandpas and it was the worst thing I ever went through...

For everyone who told me bout their loved ones passing away too, I am so sorry... You have my deepest sympathy and heartwarm thoughts.

Lut, I share your opinions totally and I think most people agree too here at Pet Talk: It's just as horrible and sad when your animal dies as if it was a human. My pets are my family members too, just as much as my mom or anyone else.

And another thing bout obituaries; how come you can't put them in for your pet?! That's not fair either...

Thanks once again for all your wonderful responses, I can't thank you enough, it really means a lot to me so thanks.