thank you so much everyone. I am sorry
I didn't come back to this thread, the hurt
was just too much and it still is. :cry: this is what
I just posted on my blog and I thought it would fit this
thread well, too.

Ever since we lost Rocky and Jenny I haven't been myself. I have been extremely depressed and wish something could bring them back. It's like I am trapped in a fog of hopelessness. I just wouldn't want them back in the state they were in.

They both died right in front of my eyes and I wish I could have done something more for them. After years of faithfulness and fun together, they're not here anymore.

Rocky can't look at me anymore with a sparkle in his eye and wag is tail a million miles a minute and Jenny can't lick away my tears and I can't hug her anymore. The other furkids are helping fill the void and they're doing that but you can't stop missing or loving the ones you have lost.

They taught me so much about owning dogs and what a true dog was. They were true and had such a heart of gold.
They were almost too good to be true at times. The way they made me smile and my heart happy I will never forget.

They knew how to tickle your funny bone and how to make you feel better. They were canine counselors to me. You could share anything with them and they would seriously listen to you with all their heart.

They never would judge at your worst moment and never let you down or make you feel bad. Their loyalty was eternal. I just miss them both so much and my heart hurts so bad. I wish I could have said goodbye to them or had more time to say goodbye to them, but now I have to live with that.

I wish I knew that they were going to die so I could have said goodbye but you know when you lose someone you love and hold close to you even if you do say goodbye it doesn't matter much. It doesn't heal your pain. So you have to say goodbye to them and you know I will never say goodbye to them because they are in my heart and always will be.

This house isn't the same without them and when I go to do something that reminds me of them - I just break down. I write to them every night it helps me. I just wish I could see them once more and tell them how much I love them.

They helped me in the roughest times of my life but if I have another rough patch I know they'll be on my side to be safe. They truly cared how I felt and how others felt you can never lose that gratefulness.

I never took them for granted either. They were my buddies and I will always keep their memory alive in everything I do every day of my life. I love you and miss you so much, my sweet babies. Be good up at the bridge and thank you so much for giving me your all and being the best dogs any girl could ask for.