5am here, and still not feeling well.

Disability. I don't know that I'd qualify for that. I don't want to take off the rest of the year, because then I can't ever take a sabbatical ever again. I'd like to leave that option open. Just in case. Doesn't help I don't feel good to begin with along with tension and anxiety. My ambien isn't doing crap, so I have to call the doc about that today and see if I can get some Lunesta to knock me out, lol. I haven't slept in days. I'm just emotionally and physically exhausted.

Keep me in your thoughts, please. I can definitely use those cyber hugs. You guys are as close to family as I have here.