I am so sorry to hear about your loss. When I first became pregnant, I had all the signs of a tubal pregnancy. I thought for sure they were going to have to take my baby and I went through days of grieving, so I know a little of what you feel like. I have looked up a few links on infant loss. I hope they can help you. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Here are the links.

http://www.storknet.com/cubbies/pil/index.html

http://www.baby-place.com/miscarriage.htm