I am so sorry, this is so sad to read this story, I'm sure in time and maybe at your dinner your husband will come to understand your feelings, different people grieve in different ways. The loss of a baby is so difficult for the mother because she is carrying that baby, but God had other plans for your baby and took her/him back to heaven to be with him and all the other beloved babies who went before. It will take time, but eventually you will understand and get on with your life, but you will never forget this little sweet baby that you had for such a short time. My best wishes to go you.
Jackie, Miss Daisy and Perry