Luckies4me,

I'm so sorry for your loss . I can even begin to imagine what you are going through. The only thing I can suggest is maybe a support group of women who have been through the same thing. It's always good to talk to someone who has the same experience.

Grief doesn't just go away. It takes time. Take as much time as you need to get through it. My heart goes out to you and your family. If there is anything I can do, just holler! You and your baby are in my thoughts and prayers.