I've seen it advertised but haven't had experience w/it nor do I know anyone who has. Just wanted to send some encouragement your way and a suggestion that maybe you can email to yourself what you need to say. That way you're talking to someone else (sort of) and you can print it and then read it to your counselor. Also, I like Emeraldgreen's suggestion about pet sitting or house sitting. House cleaning might be another job that you could try and would slip under the radar. Best wishes you to you, Jenn, my dear friend. PM me if you need to "write". LOL