Oh no! I'm so sorry about your loss. I don't think I can offer any advise except to be thankful for the adorable little boy God has given you (the one in your avartar) and to pray for another little boy or girl to be born in your family. It can be hard. My mom lost many before they were born too, but God gave her us and she is thankful for that. Hopefully God will give you another child someday soon. Just be patient, give your little boy a hug, and hopefully, some day, you'll be showing your child his newborn baby sibling in the hospital!