Okay, I guess I was being dramatic, but I still have my reasons. If he doesn't come back, I'll miss him wherever he may be. I will always consider him my first kitty and will respect his wishes. He was my baby, but I can't let that get me down. Why, you ask? Well I talked to my mom. She was pretty upset about him not showing up as well. She said she realized how much she missed having a pet but it wasn't a good time right now. We are going to Disney for Easter and it would be better to get that out of the way THEN we can get a...KITTEN!! It's a maybe but I *think* it will happen. We will of course adopt it, but that's if Max doesn't come back. I still Max and I hope my guy comes back. If he doesn't, I guess it just wasn't meant to be.