He didn't come back today. I was stupid to think this would ever go my way or work out. My life sucks =( People might think I'm being overdramatic or whatever but this is how everything turns out for me with pets. JUST nothing works out. For instance when Sas was diagnosed with arthritis we tried acupuncture to make her better. It didn't work and the result ended her life. We tried to adopt a dog in mid-2005. The dogs didn't get along. Seriously, NOTHING ever works out. It might not be a big deal to some, but it was for me..I wanted a pet in my life again.

He might come back, but I'm doubtful. This is how my luck is. It runs out at the last minute. I'm feeling the heartbreak of losing a pet ALL over again.