Sydney is due for the really tough chemo drug this week and I am again worried. I hope that she does well and continues to eat. I have to say that this treatment has made me exhausted. I feel like I have been fighting for her forever and I am just not seeing the end of the tunnel. Even though she appears to be acting ok, I really have no idea how long the cancer will stay in remission, if at all. I have been told there is no probability because cats act differently. Even my vet has not been able to give me any certainty. As the last few administrations come closer, I am becoming more and more nervous about stopping the chemo. Every time she goes in, I at least know the drugs are keeping those rapidly dividing cells at bay. but what happens when she stops? It is very nerve wrecking. Her last chemo admin is supposed to be December 3rd if nothing else goes wrong. I hope and pray that all this effort and money and sacrifice has worked. I know that she is here now, because of all the hard work, but I just hope to have her longer. She still acts young and I love her with all my heart.