I added to it yesterday. A daisy, for Nicole's birthflower, and a rose for Mia's birthflower.

(sorry it's the only pic I have of it right now)


Wednesday marks 1 month. It seem it's not getting any easier, just harder. So many things remind me of her and bring me to tears.

I haven't deleted the numbers I have for her from my phone. I can't. I go through my contacts to see who I can call, go past her name, stop and think "oh, I'll call Nicole." Nope.


I wish so bad I could turn back and see her one last time. I miss her so damned much. This is horrible.