In honor of my best friend... *pics* Update: Post 24

[caseysmom]

I am so sorry about your friend Kay your tribute to her is beautiful. In the olympics one of the volleyball players has a tattoo in memory of her mother, I think that is really touching she will always be a part of you.

[Bengalz]

Kay,

You are a wonderful person to, in spite of all your sadness, take the time to think only about your dear friend and her beautiful baby. Your tribute is very special.

The time you spend with Mia, loving her, taking care of her and protecting her is the best tribute of all Her Mom would have wanted that most of all.

Stay close to that precious little girl; she will always need you

Hugs, Betty

[cyber-sibes]

Very nice, Kay. Mia is a doll, such lovely photos of her holding your fingers.

[Cataholic]

Kay,
I have tears in my eyes for your friend, her precious daughter, her family and for you. That you can, and will, carry on, says so much about you. Be strong for Mia. Be strong for you.
Johanna

[jennielynn1970]

That's a lovely tribute for your friend.

Have they discovered what caused the cardiac arrest to happen? It's so tragic that she was so young and left behind a child.

Thoughts and prayers going out to her family, and also to you.

[Kfamr]

I added to it yesterday. A daisy, for Nicole's birthflower, and a rose for Mia's birthflower.

(sorry it's the only pic I have of it right now)


Wednesday marks 1 month. It seem it's not getting any easier, just harder. So many things remind me of her and bring me to tears.

I haven't deleted the numbers I have for her from my phone. I can't. I go through my contacts to see who I can call, go past her name, stop and think "oh, I'll call Nicole." Nope.


I wish so bad I could turn back and see her one last time. I miss her so damned much. This is horrible.

[Karen]

Write down things, incidents that remind you of her, and you can give it to Mia when she's older.

Beautiful job they did on the flowers, and it looks like one integrated design, not like it was done in two separate pieces, too.

[Casper]

Thats a really beautiful memorial, and I was going to say the exact thing as Karen did, about how well the two are integrated. I hope things get easier for you with time. I will continue to keep you and everyone involved in my thoughts.

I haven't deleted the numbers I have for her from my phone. I can't.

I still haven't deleted my dad's cell phone number out of my phone yet and it has been more than a year. I just can't bring myself to do it quite yet...


Huge (((((HUGS))))) headed your way.

[cyber-sibes]

It's beautiful Kay, it all goes together so well.
Don't delete her number at all if you don't feel like it. I still have a tape from my old phone answering machine with the last two messages my mother left me, & she's been gone for over 15 years now.