Donna, you need your sanity, and you have to do what you have to do, in order to maintain that. You won't be much help to your guys if you end up in the hospital with a breakdown.
Rescue is stressful, and it's even more stressful when you have a ton of other things that are stressing you out as well. I know this all too well. Sometimes you just have to throw the towel in on certain things for a time in order to save yourself.
big hugs going out to you... you have the support of everyone here.
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