Thank you all.

I have one question. WHEN does the pain go away? WHEN will I happily think about her? I can't stand the sense of loss anymore. I hate coming home to no Sassy. No silly quack barking, doggy odor, or a wagging tail. No giving her goodies anymore. She was such a huge part of my life. I just can't imagine completely moving on. Will I ever think about her happily again? Please make this sense of loss go away.

There are some days I'm completely fine, but others I want to loose it, knowing she's gone. I'm doing okay overall. But I miss her so much.

I still miss you babe. I wish you would just come home.