My heart goes out to you at the loss of your precious Tuxie -- what a beautiful baby! I hope that now that the worst of the shock has passed, you are able to feel at least a little better.

I'm so glad your boyfriend found a new friend for you. Even though that hole in your heart feels as if it will never go away, it really does get better -- and even though your new kitty could not and should not take Tuxie's place, I'm sure she will find a place of her own with her new mommy. She's lucky to be with someone who has such a loving heart -- I wish you both every happiness!