I woke up during the night and said a prayer that Zazou will come home quickly. Try to calm your mind, gather your thoughts, and picture her walking through the door, calmly and confidently as though nothing has happened. If we can see it in our mind, we can see it in our lives. Picture it and even write it down over and over again. It'll help to put you in that mind set. Mega prayers going out for you, Lut, and for sweet li'l Zazou......