On behalf of DJFyrewolf36 and family.

[mina'smomma]

Thank you so much everyone for your thoughts. Nothing really will make things all "better" but knowing we have such a wonderful ammount of support makes the healing process so much easier. Physically, I'm feeling a lot better. I ended up having a major infection and was in ICU for a little while. Now I am at home, resting and recovering, trying to figure out what I'm going to end up doing with myself. Moving on is going to be difficult but with time I think I'll be able to live at least somewhat normally again. Will I ever be completely alright? At this point, it's really hard to tell but at least I know in my heart I'm not alone and that thought really keeps things in perspective.

I'm probibly not making a whole lot of sense but I had to reply and thank you all.

You're making perfect sense hun. In time things will get better. Just work on it one day at a time.

[4 Dog Mother]

Hugs and prayers coming your way. We lost our 27 year old son two years ago - your loss will always be there. This will change you and your husband but you will be all right - just your normal will be different than it was before - if that makes any sense. It is not really a matter of moving on - you will learn to adjust to your new life.

[Sonia59]

My deepest sympathies to you and your husband.

[Ginger's Mom]

Keeping you and your family in my prayers.

[.sarah]

I am so sorry!

[ramanth]

I am so so sorry for your loss. Many prayers sent.