Having a baby here actually makes it harder. I keep comparing...awww, Nathan does that too or wow, Nathan really does that different. I love Eli just as much as I love Nathan but they are so different. I wish Nathan could have been here now to spend time with his cousin. That would've been fun to watch. I still miss him so much and it hurts. It's like fire in my heart. Who would put their baby in that situation where they are torn from everything they know in one instant. Why not do it slowly? We always knew he would go to his daddy eventually but we thought it would be slowly, not just BAM! and he's gone. They just ripped him away from the only home and the only people he knows. I'm just glad that he's always loved people. Maybe this will make it easier on him. I don't want him to be scared...






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I'm still thinking of you, your family, and Nathan.




Lilith Cherry

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