Although I know your thoughts are still on Sherman, try to focus on Star. It sounds like she really needs you now. I know you already know this, guess I just had to say it.

I so hope that the essence you received helps her...and you too. I've been putting them in my palm and rubbing them on Bon's pads. He seems very relaxed and happy and when I'm done I rub his body, ears and face. Then he licks the palm of my hand. It's a very serene time for the two of us and I hope it's the same for you and Star.

Your in my thoughts and prayers every day...
Anna