It's hard, even now after 10 years. I smelled cigar smoke the other day. I knew he was around me someplace!!

I dragged a huge box of his personal stuff to Michigan with me. I was afraid someone would take it and steal is identify. Even my brother said, "Donna, he's f-ing dead, let it go!!" I was pretty shocked but dragged the box all over anyway. Besides, even if I COULD find a copy of his telephone bill the last week of his life,

Oh well, just one more unanswered question.