I've got a bit of a dilemma...

[Cataholic]

If you can't make 'mistakes' like this when you are young, when can you make them? LOL.

I would tell him what you have told us, that you feel horrible, that you hate to think you might have led him on, that you respect and want him as a friend, blah, blah, blah...

And, limit yourself to one drink in the future...

[carole]

Megan don't be so hard on yourself, everyone makes mistakes, young and old, just as long as you learn from them,like the others have pointed out, just have a talk with him and tell him straight,so he knows where he stands, and all should be fine, i am sure if he knows you are not into him, he will not want a relationship anyhow, well here's hoping eh.

[k9krazee]

I don't see the dilemma really either. I've been in a similar situation before and you just need to tell him exactly what your feeling/thinking. He's bound to understand. If you want to talk at all, feel free to PM me