kim reading your post was one of the saddest i have read on PT for a while, it really hits home, when you are a mother yourself, you understand the complete heartache and despair you are feeling right now,I can only imagine how stressful this is for you, and I must say I admire your courage, you are indeed a very strong woman, great to see you wake up and feel like you can carry on another day, because i am sure there have been days where you felt you could no longer do just that.

Just want you to know i am here for you too, and that my heart goes out to you and your family through all this,i hope with all my heart Amy beth can sort herself out and soon and you can feel true happiness again,hang on in there, you are a loving, caring person.who has had to endure more than anyone should need to,I hope you will never feel that you are alone , and that you are burdening anyone here on PT, that is so far from the truth,please always stop by and unload your stresses,we are all family here and only too willingly to offer you support and help that you may need from time to time, bless you and your family.