Sweetie even though your relationship has been an abusive one, I am sure there were some good times too, and it is only natural for you to be grieving, because no matter how good or bad it is, it is still a loss , the loss of a relationship as you knew it.

It is normal for you to feel sad and at a loss, and we are all here for you to help in anyway we can, just know that, you will get through this, and you will be a much happier person,just believe in yourself and know there is something much better our there for you and in time you will discover that, you are a wonderful lady with a heart of gold.