Let me also send some hugs to you. {{{{{HUGS}}}}} I feel that you are completely justified in thinking that your friends should be supporting you. By all means, they should be. A true friend doesn't just blow you off as if their problems are as big or bigger than yours. You are definitely dealing with some major issues. My heart breaks for you. I think we can all agree that we have some of the most feeling and compassionate people on earth right here on Pet Talk. You can always come here for support and be sure to get it. You sound like a wonderful person and maybe some of the people in your life are not up to standard with what you deserve as friends and companions. I hope things will get better for you soon