I've Had Enough.

[kittycats_delight]

I know exactly how you feel Gina. I was gone over a year and since I have returned I have the same feelings. I don't post much at all anymore and I feel bad about that. But it seems there is always someone there to put a damper on anything and everything and always someone who wants to argue and fight.

I have not been feeling myself at all lately and I have neglected to stay in contact with those that mean a lot to me. I just the have the (for lack of a better word) want to. I mean I do want to but I just cannot. I am sorry I have not been there for you like I used to be. I cannot apologize enough. I have been so not me lately. I hope you know that I am still here for you and I love you to pieces.

Please take care and I have your email so once I get my head on straight again I will email you.

(((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))) to you Gina and give the ark some loveys too. Please know you are always in you thoughts.

[sandragonfly]

I've take some to the mayor before - she saw some of links, all she told me to not worry and ingore them. until she broke my promises and I feel I can't ask for her help now. she is part in my leaving too, she had hurt me enough - who would believe that she had said such a thing anyway.

I'd not be surprised if she has the power to delete this thread and pretends everything is gonna be fine.

please, don't say anything or bother to respond to this until you know everything, the whole story. I'm extremely cutted down to the bone and core, loss at words.

[Karen]

Gina, you need not post your personal gripes with me publicly.

If anyone is harrassing you through Pet Talk, you should let me know. That is, was, and always has been true.

If, however, your issue is with non-Pet Talkers, I have explained there isn't anything I can do about that.

[sandragonfly]

no, I didn't needed to or never wanted to! you knew who they were, I've burden this for a long, long time and you know it, karen. I only feel the need to respond to delilah's post for everyone to know that you cannot help me. but of course, you'd agrue every a bit against any hurt.

like I said, I've had enough, am feeling too helpless and useless. all of this is too painful for me. I'm gone now, I don't know how else can I make this my home again..

I wish you all well.