Saying Goodbye

[Taz_Zoee]

I don't mean to intrude on your words to Ginger, but I am so sorry. I understand what you are going through. Our DJ (who looks a lot like your Mousse and Ginger) has been gone since March of 2005 and we always think of him and the silly things he use to do to make us laugh.
In the RB dog video they have the three blond cockers all in a row. Mousse, Ginger and then DJ. When I first showed my boyfriend the video he almost thought Mousse was DJ but he didn't recognize the surroundings.

Happy New Year to you and your family.

[kallisto4529]

hello my sweet babies, another day, hour, minute has gone by and you are not with me any longer. Daddy loved the mouse pad we got for him Ginger, he cried when he opened it. I knew that he would, he loved you still loves you so much. grammy and i were talking to the neighbor yesterday about you and mousse, oh mousse its been two years and some days its just like it was yesterday for me, sometimes i sit and remember each moment i was blessed to have you, i remember how when you were just a baby, you would cry if i did not take you everywhere with me, we are not just talking about small crying and then letting it go, no you had to sit at the door to wherever i had exited and cry yourself sick, except for when i went to work, i had to take you everywhere with me. I did not mind though, I loved having you with me, we were so close, I still feel you here with mommy from time to time. Ginger mommy found one of your jackets yesterday, I sat and held it and smelled you on it and i just cried. Chance the neighbors beagle still comes over and looks for you, he came in the house today trying to see where you were, it breaks my heart, he does not understand you are not here anymore.
I love and miss you both dearly, one day I know the pain will not be so great, right now it just comes in waves.

[trayi52]

I'm so sorry about Ginger. You will be in my prayers.

Willie

[chocolatepuppy]

I can't stand the thought of moving them, that is one step closer i have to get to knowing you are never coming back to us.

I'm so sorry for your loss of both Mousse and Ginger. While they may not be coming back to you here on this earth, they are still here with you in spirit. All the wonderful memories, no one can take away. Someday you will be reunited. And then you will see two happy,healthy pups who have been waiting patiently for you for many years.
In time the pain will lessen, but memories will always be there. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers as the new year proceeds and hopefully each day will bring you just a little bit closer to finding peace in your heart. {hugs}

[kallisto4529]

Hello my sweet girl, it has been 4 months today that we had to say goodbye to you. My heart still aches for you, I miss you so much, sometimes it seems like forever since you went to the Bridge, sometimes it feels like it was only yesterday. I still have alot of your stuff sitting in the same place as it was when you left, mommy cant move it yet, I have a few things little by little. I do hope and pray you and Mousse are having a wonderful time at the Bridge and that you both still know how very much I love you. There is not a day that goes by that I dont think of you both. The other night I told Daddy that you two were visiting, I heard Mousse's snores and I felt you bumping against the bed like you always did when you were in a playful mood. At first daddy thought mommy was crazy but then he felt it too. We both started to cry knowing you guy's were letting us know you were ok. It does my heart good to know you both can come home from time to time. Always remember we love you both very much and we miss you just as much.
Love, mommy.

[kallisto4529]

Yesterday was a rough day for mommy, I finally moved your stuff from where it has lain the last 4 months and i finally threw out all those medicines you were taking, off and on the last several months we still had you here with us. Part of it was like loosing you all over again, I knew it had to be done but my heart did not want to let it go. Ginger, I never doubt that daddy and I did the right thing for you, and that we took care of you as well as we possibly could have, and I know your Dr did everything that he could possibly do for you, but sometimes that just does not help, it doesnt help on the days that mommy misses you and Mousse so bad that I feel like I am going nuts, it does not replace this empty spot inside me that just never seems to go away. I loved each of you differently but never doubt it was just as strong for you both. Mommy has a birthday coming up this month and I dont even care about it, it will not be the same anyway and it puts me that much closer to june when it would have been your birthday. I know for some people they just dont understand but you and bubby were my kids, God did not put it in the cards for mommy to have human kids, but he sure did put it in the cards for me to have furkids, and to love them as if they were my own and to care for them and nurture them, and that is what i did with you and bubby, and now there is an empty hole where the two of you filled it up. I pray that both of you understand when the day comes and mommy gets another furkid, but please dont ever think it will ever replace you or mousse, never never could it.
Run fast and play hard at the Bridge my angel's, and always remember mommy loves you more than anything.

[elizabethann]

Yesterday was a rough day for mommy, I finally moved your stuff from where it has lain the last 4 months and i finally threw out all those medicines you were taking, off and on the last several months we still had you here with us. Part of it was like loosing you all over again, I knew it had to be done but my heart did not want to let it go. Ginger, I never doubt that daddy and I did the right thing for you, and that we took care of you as well as we possibly could have, and I know your Dr did everything that he could possibly do for you, but sometimes that just does not help, it doesnt help on the days that mommy misses you and Mousse so bad that I feel like I am going nuts, it does not replace this empty spot inside me that just never seems to go away. I loved each of you differently but never doubt it was just as strong for you both. Mommy has a birthday coming up this month and I dont even care about it, it will not be the same anyway and it puts me that much closer to june when it would have been your birthday. I know for some people they just dont understand but you and bubby were my kids, God did not put it in the cards for mommy to have human kids, but he sure did put it in the cards for me to have furkids, and to love them as if they were my own and to care for them and nurture them, and that is what i did with you and bubby, and now there is an empty hole where the two of you filled it up. I pray that both of you understand when the day comes and mommy gets another furkid, but please dont ever think it will ever replace you or mousse, never never could it.
Run fast and play hard at the Bridge my angel's, and always remember mommy loves you more than anything.

I am sorry that you are still in pain. This post describes exactly how I feel. I had to put my best kitty friend, Maxie, to sleep less than 2 weeks ago. A day hasn't gone by that I haven't cried for him. Last night I cried and cried and begged for him to come back. I went on vacation last week to Florida. Before Maxie died I was afraid to fly. But after Maxie died, I didn't care whether the plane crashed or not. I thought if it crashed, at least I would be with my Maxie.

I wish our pets could stay with us forever. And I hope someday our hearts won't hurt so badly. Take care.

[kallisto4529]

Mommy has not written in a while my precious girl, I am very sorry for that. Mommy and daddy got another dog, his name is Reilly, I think part of you would have liked him because of his spunk, but the older part of you would have hated having a puppy around. I miss you and mousse on a daily basis that will never change nor the love I have for the both of you. You have been on my mind more so lately, your birthday is coming up, it's very hard for me to think of you not being here!!! it hurts to think this would have been your 13th birthday, God blessed Mommy for many years and I am forever thankful for that. Please dont be upset about Reilly, he will never take you or mousse's place, mommy misses you so much my sweet girl, when Mousse died Ginger I did not think I would be able to get through it, but you were right there by my side, I think you grieved as hard as mommy did, I hope you are playing and running like you always loved to do and that you are safe and healthy. I love you

[elizabethann]

I am sure your every word is being heard.

Take care.