Yes Donna my sadness and depression just thinking about them turned to anger pretty quick at the people we call humans who have let this happen, they were on my mind last night and like you said we cannot save them all, but my heart aches just thinking about the rotten life they have, i can only well hope that the car wrecker owner does feed them now and then, or on a regular basis but i can only hope for that, at least where they are they have heaps of shelter from wind,rain,sun and a river near by for water and i guess in that long grass there is a lot of wildlife, like rats to be eaten, so even though that is not really good for them,it will full their starving bellies,i hate to think just how many cats there actually were, as they just kept appearing from nowhere,and of course they will breed too, i really need to find out if there is anyone able to trap and fix and release them,as i cannot do anything from where i live.

I don't go over there very often, but anytime i do i will be prepared with food for these poor babies,as i know there will always be some there.

On a nicer note, we met a beautiful shop cat that was the spitting image of my Lexie, even had the white dash on the chest, but a slightly different face and maybe her fur was a little longer, she was super friendly named Dottie,she was a stray that the shop owner took on and is spoilt rotten ,she sleeps at the shop with her own litter box etc, she actually visits the shop next door all day, even though she is owned by the shop next door,she was a real cutie pie, and very content and well looked after,some kitties are lucky and sadly some are not.

I look at my four and think how lucky they are, i know that ellie.mae and Nikki were not for over six years, there life was not as bad as that of a feral, but it was not much better, and i feel so happy to have them in my care and know that they will want for nothing,i just wish every cat could be so fortunate,it is a sad cruel world we live in, and to think that there are human beings, children even worse off than these feral cats, just blows me away,it is just hard to take it all in isn't it? Thanks for listening.