That was just a complete freaky accident! It was NOT your fault or the fault of the kitty that was playing with him. Cats run and play ALL the time and there is NO way we can stop them from doing that... goodness, it is what kitties DO! (and we love it) I PROMISE you, it was NOT YOUR FAULT!!

Tell yourself, he died doing what he like to do and he sure was a happy cat to be playing so hard. He knows you loved him and so many cats die never knowing human love. He was happy, loved and had a home.. YOU gave him that.

You do have the right to cry and grieve for the baby you lost so go ahead and cry all you need to. ((((((HUGS)))))) We here fully understand your sorrow and grief.