Ginger,
I know mommy does not write in this very often, its not because I dont think of you, I do that daily and several times through out the day and night. It is just hard because it brings the pain back of loosing you again. Daddy and I still have your food bowl where you left it, your bed in our room next to my side of the bed, we still even have your meds you were taking in the same place where we last gave them to you. I can't stand the thought of moving them, that is one step closer i have to get to knowing you are never coming back to us. I miss you more than words can say, i look for you every time i go home and in every aspect of our lives i miss you terribly. Daddy misses you too, he is so sad. We are not even putting a christmas tree up this year because we can't seem to get in the spirit of christmas without you and mousse. I know in my heart we did the right thing for you but at the same time I wish I could have kept you with me longer. I love you my baby girl more than you will ever know.
love mommy