Oh my goodness HUGS to everyone who is having it tough,Redhedd you sure are being tested, i know what it is like to have to watch the finances, never known anything else really, and everything seems to happen at once doesn't it? yes i want to win the lotto too, not just to have a sweet lifestyle, but to help so many other people and animals out there, that would be the best part about it all wouldn't it really?

I know there is always someone worse off out there,and I sure am counting my blessings right now too,I hope everyone out there who is having it rough can see light at the end of the tunnel and things will eventually turn around in a more positive manner.

You know Kay I have only ever had one or two close friends, yes i do have other aquaintances, but that is all they are, my two best friends are just that,and mean the world to me,you sure do find out in life just those you can rely on and trust, my two best friends are always there for me in time of need and to lend a hand,a kind word, and boy that means a lot,don't be too discouraged by your experience,sometimes it takes a few not so good friendships to find the real precious ones.