I thought I had made it clear I was sorry and ashamed of it (hence the ) I've never been able to take names lightheartedly. They seem to carry a much deeper meaning for me no matter how hard I cry. I sometimes can't even address people by their names because of it and have to resort to saying, "hey" and hoping they can hear me. We all have problems. Maybe I'm being selfish.
Excuse me while I try and make it home to cry on my bed with her collar yet again.