You have my sympathy during this tragic time.
I was an accident, there was no way you could prevent it. How awful for you. It was not your fault. Zasper knew you loved her with your heart for her short life. You made her life complete.
She will be waiting for you.

GodSpeed to the Bridge Zasper. Meet up with Shaianne and all the other Pet Talk Rainbow Bridge babies there. Give them kisses from their mommies and daddies.