Thank you everyone. (((((((hugs))))))) This is the first I have been able to come back and read this thread since I wrote it. I didn't know that the human head could hold this many tears. I have done nothing short of cry for the last three days when I am at home. At least at work, my mind is busy. BUt as soon as I come home, and he's not here, the tears come again. I miss him so much. He was my best friend. I know he's still here with me tho. And his whisker box is next to my bed. i am really glad I started saving those. Silly how it helps me somehow. God bless you all.