thank you all for your thoughts........I really need some sort of comfort from people who understand the feeling I´m going through........It´s not easy when people think you must be nuts to cry over a dog........It´s difficult for me adn I´m glad to have this place in where I can share my current state.......

sorry.... water works just started.......I´ll get back to this, when I cool off a bit, I´m at work, they´ll just give me weird eyes......

thanks again for your inputs......I really appreciate having you guys!!.....((hugs to all))......