Oh I know how you feel! I went through the same thing 4 or 5 years ago, the company I was working for suddenly decided to close, and I was left without a job. I had a lot of trouble finding another one at the time, mostly because I was in college and my class schedule was all over the place, and I couldn't find a job that I could work around my classes. Then, just as I thought I was at my wits end, I finally found something....and I'm still here! They were flexible and let me come in around classes. You WILL find the perfect job, just don't give up.

Are you almost out of books? What kind do you read? I have lots that I have already read, if you'd be interested in any of them let me know, I'll let you know what kind I have and send you some.