Angelique, I'm sorry you're feeling this way, life really bites hard sometimes. But, you know that we at PT are always hear to lend an ear and help with whatever problems you have. ((hugs))

If you're feeling tense and stressed, perhaps it would be a good idea to take up something like Yoga. Whether you buy a book and learn yourself at home or join a yoga class, it can be very relaxing. Also, go to the store and buy yourself a couple of aromatherapy oils, bath scents and perhaps a candle or two, and take a nice, long, well-deserved hot bath.

I hope everything gets better from here and you'll find that job soon.