I know what you mean by "emotional" eating, durring the summer my schedule gets skrewed and I scrounge around and find the cents in pennies and dimes to buy some cheetos, I eat crap because I'm bored! I bet I've lost about 10-15 lbs since coming out of depression last year but I don't really obsess or do anything. I actually feel better after eating crap but I guess I shouldn't. I have my calf and Niņo to keep me on my toes. I have to walk about a mile after I get off the bus to the farm to take care of Nuria and Niņo and my average daily summer walk is 1.5 hours at a quick pace. I enjoy working like that for real, I really don't like gym class and working like that, I guess "working out" I need some help on running though. I have to run a lot for gym and it's just hell. I run a block and I fell like there's dry ice in my lungs and they're shriveling up and like my lower lip is going to burn up and fall off. If Niņo wants to run I have to bike. Also riding keeps me up and wanting to stay in shape. Some breeches only go up to 34 inch waists! I'm about a 35/34 now and 5' 9". I am a perfect 16 long in the show coat I want for next year and I'm happy about it. I want to stay that or go lower by the time I buy it. It's gorgeous, just like the $400 but for 1/2 the cost and it's even by the same taylor. I've attatched a pic.

I feel that going over what I ate makes me feel kinda bad, either about eating too much crap or not eating enough and it just makes me feel obsessive about it but I'll do today.
Woke up at 1:00 pm, ate a donut and 1/2 a bag of popcorn, went to the farm at 3:30 in the heat and took care of my stubborn little calf ( ) On the way home we stopped at White Hen and I had a diet Dr. Pepper and then we had noodles and green beans and I had 3 peices of garlic bread my mom made (they were yummy!) and a popsicle. I guess in reality I should be eating more or better or whatever but nothing in our fridge or cabnet looks appetiezing. (As in it's organic mac and cheeze or ground beef and not crapy chips and candy that I crave 24/7 ) not having $ saves me I guess, but whatever.

Oh and congrats to all of you that have lost weight and met goals. Especially Sara, you look great!