Oh Jess, my heart is hurting so bad right now for you. Dear lady, I too, know what you've been through and you know I've been through the same. I had so hoped it would all get better and the feelings that he had would disappear and things would return to the life you have shared and enjoyed. What can I say or do to make you feel better? I know how much pain you're going through. It seems almost impossible to make it through another day or night. I know this all too well. I'm here for you as always. Please PM me anytime. If you need anything, all you have to do is ask and it's done. Like Kari, I'm angry too but I know that down the line, he'll realize what he's lost and he'll regret it more than he can imagine right now. I love you dearly Jess. The only thing I can do right now is to request some kisses to Tommy and Tasha from me because I know that will help a wee bit to cheer you up. (((((HUGS)))))