Oh dear Jess my heart goes out to you right now , i can only imagine the pain you feel and heartache, i wish there was something i could say or do to make you feel better, just know you have a ton of support and love right here on PT, but i know that does not help where you are right now.,maybe your hubby just needs some time out, a separation for a while to sort out his true feelings, he may well think he is no longer in love, but until he looses what he thinks he has, he might feel differently, i don't know him , so i am only hoping this might be the situation, the old saying" you never realise what you had until you lost it comes to mind",sweetie i am so sorry for your pain, and send you a big hug,and i really hope you can get through all of this, somehow.