Kirsten, I can sympathize with you; it's horrible to work in an environment where things are unsettle and uncertain, esp. if you don't know what the outcome will be.

I've been in that boat, too, and hated the stress and anxiety it brought.

Don't ever give up hope. When things happen they happen for a reason and in the end it usually turns out for the best (although now you cannot even imagine that).

Your pictures (as always) are superb. You know how to capture those sweet furry faces! Maybe you are in the wrong line of work...ever think about photography?

(hugs) to you.......