I wish I had never let myself be admitted to that Damned Hospital
Gary, YOUR health comes first, sweetheart. Afterall, if YOU get sick, who will take care of all the porchies?? So stop being so hard on yourself. You'll beat this. Why can't neighbors mind their own business sometimes?? As my Dad always said, "If it ain't broke, don't fix it". That means unless the porchies are being neglected or abused, why start trouble???

I'm with you 100% pal. You need ANY help, you let me or one of us here know. We are here for you!!

(((((((((HUGS))))))))

Thoughts and prayers on the way. Keep us posted!