Hey you ain't getting no pity party from me girl, but seriously Donna of course you will feel despair at this, who in their right mind wouldn't, I really hope that they can solve your problem, it must be terribly fustrating for you for sure,hey no need to trivalise your problem,just because it is not as bad as maybe someone else's, it is happening to you and honestly i would not enjoy the prospect of hearing aid either at your age, so fingers and paws crossed and positive vibes from Aotearoa coming your way, cheer up sweetie,hopefully all will be well.