Denise - you are doing tremendously!

I hate to be devil's advocate. Just if you DO have alcoholism, there are things you might want to be aware of.

We can really judge ourselves harshly when it comes to something like this - just remember, you are not bad trying to get good, you are ill trying to get better!

And I think you have a real capacity for honesty, which is the key.

"It takes what it takes."

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Catty1